hmm what to talk about today, I think I may clean my room, and possible bring alll my funiture from the basment upstairs ! I love being able to have partys down there, but I’m missing how my room use to look it :( tough choice. Life has been pretty good latley, not great but not horrible; things have deffinitly changed and its hard for me to move on sometimes, I miss how life used to be. Last summer was honestly AMAZING for soo many reasons. Everyday it was just Hannah, Brighton, Carlene and me; those were the good days, staying out late, drinking, watching movies at 3 in the morning, having sleep overs, never being at home ! I miss it a lot, but I know it’s time to move on, people and things change and thats just part of life, it’s hard though, its hard to let go on the past specially when it was so good. It also hard to come to the conclusion that no matter how much energy, love and hope you can put into a relationship, you can still end up getting a knife in the back, I feel dirty and used to a certain extent but must of all hurt that I could be forgotton so quickly, that I could go from beings someones best friend, to barly feeling like there aquitance, its beyond fucked, but hey thats life.